I’m afraid of living a stagnant life. I want to do more, I want to see more, I want to be more. I want to constantly grow and better myself in who I am, in my friendships in my relationships, in my career, in every single aspect of my life. I never want to settle for anything or anyone, even the person I am.
Still very confused by my emotions and the people I have chosen to let close to me. But I have finally learned to take things as they come and not try to force anything. I’m always inquisitive about my motives behind my actions, thoughts and feelings. I think I’m getting closer and closer to figuring myself out (in a romantic sense) each day and it’s exciting. I know what I want know. I know how to give. I know how to receive.
The past has been brought up and the timing could not have been better. Its interesting to think about and hard to describe but someone or something is definitely watching over me and guiding me in the right direction.
I’ve never felt so in tune with myself, my motives or my emotions.
This month is full of a lot of positive energy about love, changes, chances, health and routine. I’m ready to receive it all.
